i wish,

that i were more less indiscriminate judgmental.

not as in judging people on their looks, or attitude and what not,

but i always seem to automatically assume what other peoples thoughts must be.

like, often i hold myself back from saying or doing something because i assume that other people will judge me or something ridiculous like that. it doesn’t even make sense.

i think it’s safe to consider that “judgmental”.

but why? there must be a reason that God has planted this in me. maybe so that i can become closer to Him in trying to overcome it?

help me, God. i’m listening.